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lately..everyday raining.my car so dirty and so my mood turns gloomy..when i'm driving back home,i've been thinking that some ppl around me are so sick and feel like kicking their ass.they look so nice and sweet with you but actually they are just a piece of rotten meat.they always have hidden agendas;using people specially their own friends.few months ago,they ignored,abandoned,etc this person.when this person be friends with other bunch of cool people,then they realised that they made a mistake.they try their hard to get back this person back with them.it wont be a surprised if they talk all nasty and bad things about the bunch of cool ppl to the person.i always observed ppl around me.everytime i feel uncomfortable with them,i said to myself,...jgn pk bukan2...but now,i realised that i was right.i shouldnt treat them nicely..they think they are so good and happenin ker..?i'm not jealous or what.i just cant stand with them.if they can do such things to the person,they can do the same thing to me..?why should i be a friends to a person that definately not sincere and fu*k up??i wont say a word to them or the person.they good enough to think.sorry to say guys..you guys are now officially out of my list..i hate myself doing this to others but i just cant stand it.i always treat my friends equally and sincerely but they just nothing.

..anak ikan..

a lot of things happen during the weekend.kinda excitting also.daddy having this vision difficulty.thus, i brought him to see lUmpy's dad whose working as eyes specialist in town.lUmpy helped me to make the appointment with his dad.because of him,we managed to finish the checkup within 2 hours although we came late..what suprised me,the treatment and consultation was foc.oh my...the father said since i'm his son friend,he wont charged anything.speechles..ooh lUmpy..thank you so much..finally my family just found out that chit4 not the only guy friend.anyway,i went out for party last saturday with lUmpy and binks..IUmpy cut his hair short..cute gak..anak ikan sekor nie..

tiada lagi nyamuk..

i'm stucked with my work again.since yesterday,i've been attending the whole process of what so call post production in 4pv.last time,i'm just looksie looksie,but now half of the task are my reponsiblity.such doing so pr stuff with the agency and client,arranging stuff with 4pv.yesterday was fine,but today the situation a bit tense.because we having some minor miscommunication between the agency and the client with the pb, what i can say..today almost disaster for everyone in this flame room.now,i'm sitting some corner of the room,monitoring the editor doin his final work.best gaks tgk this experience editor doin his work with more than half million dollars machine.oh man..if i been given any oppotunity to work again as editor..deffinately i would say..NO!!!! i just cant put myself as editor again..oh yaa..i got another job today as it ex in a giant company.wowww???it ex..??me..??what the f*cked???they been asking me either i would accept the job;if i do so,i need to attend final interview with the gm and bla bla bla...i just accept it for temporarily,i need to discuss it with my daddy.i dont think that i can work there.now..i'm in the process to be a line producer..one step behind before i can be producer and e.producer.that is my ambitions.i want to be good and respected e.producer in town or maybe someday in h0llyw00d..?muahahahaa..nahh..angan2 lagi..another 3-4yrs from now..i want to be executive producer..!!

hate you then love you..

i had a long weekend...but i spend most of the time with my parents.thot of bringing them for vacation but the hotel that my papa wanted to stay is fully booked.so..just lepak with them laa..finally i had a talk with my dad about my work and etc..now i realised that my dad will always support with any decision that i made.he understand and know what i want to be.talking about my dream and ambition..and he wants me to prove to everyone esp my family that i can be the best among them..terharu sial!
talking about family..i've attend my cousin wedding on sunday.from my mom side..FOR SURE!!!!i hate bringing myself for the wedding.thus..before i went there..i get myself high..muahahahhaa..bodoh sial..but it was fun.it took me more than half an hour just to finish the meal.all the colours were bright and i just cant stop smiling.kinda cool gaks..by doing this,i didnt feel so tense to be there.so..next time..if i have to go any family wedding..i'll make sure i'm high..!!!!