the dinner..

i'm having my dinner with joe in 1u.first time in my life went out with chit4 bf without him.actually everything is fine and his cool..unti he asked me bout my love life.hambik ko...!i've told him that i really love and care bout this guy.unfortunetly he with someone..basically i'm telling him my feelings to chit4.feel so sad now...when he said that they planning to bring me to london end of this year!WTF!!!suppose i go there with chit4 and why he must masuk filem nie...?he tooks my dream away..he took my dream guy away..and i still can be nice with him..is this what ppl call love..?i love chit4 so much and i dont want to lose him but we cant be together.oh God..help me..i'm confuse and wish someone will come and love me now!!!hope one day he realise how much i love him..

*sigh

last nite,i watched the match between 'blueSamurai' vs australia.

goall!!!

everywhere around this globe,ppl busy talking about football.last night germany won over costa rica.this time my favourite team would be germany,brazil,england and japan...!!

colours...

life so colourful...sometimes you find it nice and sometimes not.even people around you can be so called as the brush that strokes on the canvas.for me..i always feel grateful with my life.though my work kinda tough but i believe in myself.for me..nothing is impossible in life.is not impossible for me also to delete ppl from my life.i can be your good friend and good enemy.once you make me sad or angry..thats it...someone is just been out from list..thanks!

f*ckk..

mlm nie..aku sesangat stress ngan perangai kekawan aku yg mcm pundeks..sgt pundeks..to be sincere..i dont like them coz they are just a bunch of jerk and stupid bitch with hidden agendas.suddenly they keep on asking lUmpy out with them.dulu2 benci budak tue.siall laaa.so..kalu nk sgt budak tue,..silaa kan.dgn secara hormat aku tak akan kacau budak tue.mmg perangai aku mcm nie.aku tak suka org kacau brg2 aku.even pembaris plastik.kalu org dah pakai atau kaco..sure aku patahkan pembaris tue..sejak sekolah rendah lagi,so..skrang aku mmg tgh marah dan sgt marah.aku marah lUmpy sekali!!!pasni ko jgn harap la aku nk layan ko..aku marah psl ko nk layan kerenah budak2 gila tue dan ko tak tau..depa tu semua nk gunakan ko jer..pahamm!!i still go for the trip to spore but..kat sana ko tau laa...