end..

today..is my bad day! i lost my camera..again!!! i feel so bad and frust but trying my best to think positive.is not my rezeki.it happen when me and jaja went to our fren,reEna's wedding.when i opened my handbag,i cant find my camera..i know..that's it.i think i drop the camera when i step out from my car.unfortunately,earlier i saw 2jonah sitting in front my car.MAYBE they saw the camera drop and now they playing the camera with their rempits bf.luckily i've download all my pics last 2 nites.stress gak..but..takde rezeki..nak beli cameraaa..uarrghhh!!!currently,i have to borrow jaja's camera..thanks..nnt ko teman aku usha camera iXus ya..
after the wedding,i went to office for a while,then i visit chit4 at his apt.sakit hati pon ada..but that i've meet IUmpy..so mcm happy balik.. everything different now.i have my own life..he have his own life.i believe..someday..he will know.
is hard to forgive someone who never appreciated friendship..sigh*

0630

pada hari ni..aku telah bgn pagi seawal 630pg.masak gilaaaa... then pergi techical recce.. skrang aku raser sgt la penat.takpa..janji esok mlm aku leh g foya2.lama gila tak kuar.hopefully,takde unsur badtrip melanda.kalu ada..aku pukul jaja..hahahahahaa..sorii..hehehehee

jeless nyaa!

just received an email from my classmate.one of our classmate,who sitting behind me last time in my college now working in LA becoming a singer with one of famous female rapper..MissEl. now, she(arnab) become parisHilton friends.woww..checkout the pics.anyway i'm proud with her,after so many bad memories that she gone thru with her stupid xbf who also poyo singer in KL.

Hati..

last weekend mmg minggu paling gila..dr lepak minum kt starbucks terjebak ker 'barBlonde'.gila tak gila..pukul 9pm dah 'mabik'..930pm,dah pengsan kat jamban..bodoh sgt..mula2 lepak wif jaja and enTech..pastu terus g sana.then later lebih ramai lagi la yg join... mmg best laaa..
pastu yesterday aku layan citer heart.my god, citer tu mmg sedey.psl this gal,suka gila kt best fren dia..tp best fren dia tak tau..mcm familiar kan..jap..jiwang mood on!and the hero muka mcm sesoraang yg aku kenal sgt2..hmmm..anyway,scene paling sedey masa rachel lari tepi bukit mcm org hilang akal keja keta f4rel.i know that feeling.. :(( bila f4rel asked her bout her life, rachel pretend yg dia happy tp sebenarnya tak.actually is a very difficult situation when you fall in love with your bestfrens. you will try your best not lose him but you failed.since you really love him,you just want him to be happy.as long his happy, you will always be happy for him.

Di sini kau dan aku

Terbiasa bersama

Menjalani kasih sayang

Bahagia kudenganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai

Hari paling indah

Ku ukir nama kita berdua

Di sini syurga kita

Bila kita mencintai yang lain

Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar

Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah

Sayang ku akan hilang

If u love somebody

Could we be this strong

I will fight to win

Our love will conquer all

Wouldn’t risk my love

Even just one night

Our love will stay in my heart

My heart

Pernahkah kau menguntai

Hari paling indah

Ku ukir nama kita berdua

Di sini syurga kita

Bila kita mencintai yang lain

Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar

Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah

Sayang ku akan hilang

Bila kita mencintai yang lain

Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar

Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah

Sayang ku akan hilang

If u love somebody

Could we be this strong

I will fight to win

Our love will conquer all

Wouldn’t risk my love

Even just one night

Our love will stay in my heart

sister oh sister..

i just found out,my cousin is coming to KL today.but how come, she didnt call me or txt me at all?i guess i know why..some family matters...luckily i'm the only child in the family.hope later, i wont having any problem.

dreams..

my wild dreams is to have sex with someone at balcony of my house...