holidayy..

yeahh..tonite i'm leaving to theisland for holiday.for the last 3 days..i've been too busy to pack and buying stuff.alhamdulliah,everything oredi packed.later,after work my frens littlerien will send me to the bus station.this morning,i woke up very early..just want to spend a bit more time with my parents.now,i feel that i'm going to miss my baby nE0...

10 days

recently,..there was a riot among the fan of thesuperstar.the reason during the priemier of the movie..the film stuck and after that thesupestar fan start throwing bottles,chair and everything la.just now,i got a news from jiban saying that most of the fan gather at dsara and they did pecahkelapa ritual before they leave?saiko apa ker???even all the policeman on standby on that day.crazzyyyyy..so crazzyyyyyy..and now my fren j4j4 asking anyone want to follow her to watch the movie?fyi..j4j4 also known as loud speaker.if she laugh during the show..i'm sacred one of us will hilang kepala if kena parang..hahaahahahahaha
everything now almost settle.i'm ready to go for holidays.themushrooms,theguys,theparty,thebeachlfe,thefood.....

old friends..

yesterday,i had my lunch with my old friend in college.thearnab.that is the name that we used to call her last time.i haven't seeing her for the last 10 yrs.she was away and now working in thEhOIIyw00d.we shared a lot of stories..and i'm glad she still remember me as her friends and tennis mate last time.she'snow become one of the celebrity friends over there and soon becoming the director...welcome home thearnab..!!

Wedding..

for the past 2 weeks,i've been attending my friends wedding.one of it is my closet friends,jiban.on the nikah nite,i feel a bit 'emo' coz jiban now is not single anymore..she's now married and have a new life.but,i know,she still be the same jiban.few days after that,i gave her cooking lession.ahahahaaa..i guesss is should open a cooking class after this.
this because,jiban now have to move in with the in laws..for me,it sounds a bit scary?i can't imaging if i have to move out from my hse and stay with in laws?suddenly i felt sacred?i know,i can cook but....now i know that i'm not ready for that...

don't forget me..

i feel so bad and sad..i bump into him after movie.on saturday nite,i didnt go for the party but went out for movie.he saw me with IUmpy,and he just said..hi to me and walked away.not even say hi or shake hand with IUmpy..sian IUmpy..

Happy Birthday..

Today is my beloved aunty birthday..today is the 4th year she's not with me to celebrate it..she is the person that i really love. she will always in my heart till my last breath...Al-fatihah

dear..

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?


last nite,he called me..but i cant talk with him.for a certain reasons.all i can say..i misss him soooo much...
Selamat Pengantin Baru Jiban...love you always..