tonite i used the frangipani smell.chita called..i told him about the frangipani smell.both of us..miss b4li so much especially our room...today i'm not feeling well.got influenza..maybe i'm too tired..the whole day stay at home.sometimes i miss my home especially my room.since my room now smells like the room that i stayed in b4li.today me and aden busy doing the booking for the rave in genting.finally i managed to get our room.i want to go b4li..!! :((

Bali..

1st day
0730..i depart from klia.
1030(b4li time)..arrived at ngurah rai airport d3np4sar.although the airport is small(compared to Klia)but i saw 2 private jet parked at the hangar..f*ck!!i wish i have my own private jet.so i can go anywhere on earth with my friends and someone that i love.from the airport it takes humm..20mins to hrhb.after we checked in..we haved our lunch at the gamelan restaurant.we walked around the hotel.since we dont have enough sleep,we slept till evening.
0800(b4li time)..me and chita walked to jln l3gian kut4.it takes 15mins.we have our dinner at p4p4's cafe.it was so romantic..it's a candle lite dinner.they served western food and it so tasteful.
1100..reached back to our room.relaxing because too tired.ready for touring for the next day...
2nd day..
0800..wake up and totally late!!missed our breakfast because the supir(wayan sumirya)already waiting for us.
0900..depart from hrhb..our first venue was Barong dance.finally i watched the dance!!yeahh..so happy because..for my fyp last year,i choose barong dance as my subject matter.the show is about barong(lion) fighting with rangda(evil).i took a lots of photos.humm..you can check it out from my yahoo photos.
1030.. after finished watching the barong show,we leaving to Kint4m4ni.it takes 2hours driving from ubud.actually,kint4m4ni is a place located on the hill sides.we haved our lunch around 1430.the view was so beautiful..looks like the elves village in LOtr movie. after lunch we went back to kut4.around 1730 we went to jimb4r4n.we watched sunset while having our seafood dinner.it was so beautiful..so beautiful...!the food was really delicious!we spend almost 200rm.the best part when few guys came to us and played nice music..i just want to say i love you!hehehheheee..*smile*
2030 went back to hotel.we walked by the kut4 beach...around 2230 went back to hotel again.tired!!
3rd day
0800 wake up and have our breakfast at g4mel4n.wayan already waiting for us..around 1100 we reached nus4 du4.haill yeahh!this beaches is among top beaches in the world.so i used this opportunity to do water sport.i did parasailing and scuba diving!actually i'm sacred to do scuba diving..but this sport is one of few things that i should do before i died.so..i did it!diving 7meters down was an amazing experiences.i will never forget it!is like in different world.after that we went to t4n4h lot.when we reached t4n4h lot..i got migrain.maybe because too tired and hot.after we have our lunch at t4n4h lot,we walked to the t4n4h lot pura..oh my god!!the place was so beautiful and i'm speechless!i make one wish.......*smile*we couldn't watch sunset at t4n4h lot..becausewe were rushing to uluw4tu to watch kecak d4nce.by the time we reached uluw4tu it almost 1730.we watched kecak and sunset at the same time.i like kecak dance.is a traditional dance by the balinese.they dance without music except they keep on shout kecak words!wayan told us that most of the dancers,being possed especially the hanoman character.we reached back our hotel around 2000.after spa,we went to seminy4k.wayan send us there.both of us gonna miss wayan..because his so nice and humble supir.we have our dinner at warung's m4de.the restaurant is so nice and they served local and western food.one things about restaurants in bali,no matter they served wetern food yet the decoration still in balinese concept.the prices really reasonable.after we have our dinner,we went to double six.this club play trance and prograssive music..party all nite untill 0430.both of drink and a bit dizzy!!tired...!
4th day
wake up a bit late..we walked around kut4 town.having lunch dul4ng cafe..we ate nasi campur(local food)this cafe is so happening.mostly tourist eat here.i saw a lot of japanese.heheehee..after that we walked to poppies l4ne.here i saw japanese surfer..:Xwe walked around untill 1730.then we wwent to kut4 beach.we watched sunset here.it was so romantic.a lot of people walking along the beaches.me and chita speechless!around 1930 we have our dinner at dul4ng again.actually we wanted to go clubbing after that..philK spinning at double six.but both of us too tired and sleep in the room!
5th day
i wake up around 0700ish.after breakfast we went to our cabana.cabana is a small pondok at the swimming pool.luckly we've already book.the whole day i swimmed.after lunch chita went for his spa treatement again.i just sleep and waiting for him.chitaa..yeaah.we got tanned.around 1800,we went to kut4 beach again.we plan to buy our own soft board next time.after dinner at dul4ng cafe,we went to poppies l4ne.everytime we walked people will approached us..asking us..mau marijuana ambak?the best thing,when the show a packed of marijuana and mushroom to us.freak out!actually we want to try..but humm..don't know either they were really tokan or undercover.dont take the risk laaa.we went to the bombing side.the best thing,the paddy club has open again but at different location yet in the same road.woww!!they put this banner saying..we are family..!cool huuh!
6th day
today i feel so sad.we going back to KL tomorrow.after breakfast 1100,we walked to seminy4k.too hot untill i got sunburn again.while we walking..i saw a lot of gorgeous and beautiful people.i can say b4li is a place where cool people go for holiday.some of the gals,really sexy and they look like supermodel and even pornstar!japanese surfer...a lot of them here.i hardly bunk to cool japanese guys in KL.but in b4li..every 5mins i walk,i will bunk into them.after we have our lunch at jln legi4n,we walked around kut4 again.miss kut4.i feel i belongs here.although most of balinese people are hindu's,they were so friendly and creative .they are malay's too but different religion.they speak the same language like us,but they are more exotic then malays.we have our farewell dinner at dul4ng.this cafe is our favourite place to eat.even the waitress know us.after dinner we rushed back to hrhb.packing back our stuff.i misss b4li!!!
7th day
wake up around 0700.have our breakfast!so sad...depart from ngurah rai 1030.arrived at kli4 1340..i miss everything now...thank you chita!!

diving 7meters down at nus4 du4,b4li.the most memorable experience in my life.i always dreams to do scuba diving.finally..yeahh..i make it happen!! 

i just arrived from b4li this afternoon.7 days in b4li is like in paradise.the place was so beautiful!!actually i want to share everything here.unfortunatelly,i have too many photos to share.somehow,the photos still with chita.tomorrow i will collect it from him.i really enjoyed the trip.i have so much fun with chita.everyday we travelled around the island.from the 1st day till the last day.yesterday was the last day.so sad...coz is the end of our holiday.now..i'm listening to "denpasar Moon" song!i miss b4li so muchh!! tomorrow..i will write down everything about my trip..now too tired to think and write laaa...

today..i wake up around 11ish.last nite saty up watching the games untill 430am.afternoon..i followed my parents to a wedding.then i meet warrior..his cute!!comell..after i meet warrior i went back home.around 9ish jeeban came to my house.finally,my parents been informed that i'm going to b*li.settled one major problem!!!now is time for me to start packing up stuff.my parents thought jeeban going with me.hehehheee..b*li..b*li..yeahh!!
jeeban is my hero today....second warrior!!can meet before i'm go to b*li?

yesterday..i went to cj..having lunch and dinner with chita.i'm helping him with some works.we finally decided to tell our friends about our plan next week.we need our friend,mr tong gas to send us to airport from cj.so excited to go to Bali..later at nite..watching olympic opening ceremony.cool!first time in olympic history,trance dj spin for the ceremony..congratulations dj T.watching it with my dad and aden.so happy..i love dj T.it shows that trance music become world recognise music ok!start packing stuff to go Bali

Dutch DJ T to spin discs at Oly opening ceremony
ATHENS (AFP) - Dutch disc jockey T is to become the first DJ ever to perform at the opening ceremony of the Oly when he spins discs as athletes from 201 countries enter the stadium in Athens on Friday, the Games' organising committee said.


"Our ceremonies will include unique Greek artistic elements along with modern and international perspectives," the head of the organisers, Gianna Angelopoulos-Daskalaki, said in a statement Monday.
"While it is path-breaking, it is also natural that a modern artist like T will contribute to the celebration we're planning on our opening night. We welcome him to Athens," she said.
T - real name Tijs Verwest - was approached by the Games' organisers in October last year and asked to spin discs in a live performance during the opening ceremony's 90-minute athletes' parade, during which more than 10,000 Olympic competitors will enter the stadium.
His performance will include new tracks specially produced for the Games.
The Dutch DJ, who has twice been voted number one disc jockey in the world by readers of specialist magazines, said he was honoured to have been chosen to take part in the Olympics.
"I am honoured to be part of the biggest sports event in the world. The fact that the Games are returning to their birthplace and to the city where they were revived makes Athens 2004 very special," he said.
"The opportunity to perform my music for billions of people around the globe will be the greatest highlight of my life."

the album 

this is the M0s album. 

today..im quite busy.morning..i travelled around town today.finally i settle few things today.after that..rushing to mV..buying the tickets for tomorrow nite midnite show.while i'm writting this entry,i listened to M0S album.chita gave me..chat with gorgor just now..kasihan gorgor..her dad wants to marry again with a young gal.i understand why gorgor quite moody lately.if i'm in her situation..sure thing i turn to be monster..or..g0dzia.nite..watching ameRac.

i love to party...gatecrasher -sepang 2004..the best party of the year...

Capricorn
December 22-January 20







Ruled by Saturn, a Cardinal earth sign. This zodiac sign knows how to start a business and how to create a career for himself. Capricorn automatically knows how to exercise caution and discipline. Capricorn has the driest wit of the zodiac. The polarity is Yin, feminine and negative.

Capricorn is symbolized by the goat. Your ruling planet is Saturn and your element is earth. Capricorns are often excellent in matters of business. You are extremely protective of your loved ones and belongings, but you have a tendency to overthink things and worry too much. You are very stubborn, especially when you think you know best, but with this come a great passion for all things. Your best romantic matches are Taurus, Scorpio, and Leo.

RULER: Saturn
PHYSICAL CORRELATION: Bone system, knees, nails
TAROT CORRESPONDENT: The Guardian
ELEMENT: Earth
QUALITY: Cardinal
FEMININE
COLOR: Gray
NATURAL HOUSE: Tenth
NATURAL HOUSE QUALITIES: Angular and substance
KEYWORDS: cautious, hardworking
PHRASE: "I use"

Capricorn! About Your Sign...

Capricorn is one of the most stable and (mostly) serious of the zodiacal types. These independent, rocklike characters have many sterling qualities. They are normally confident, strong willed and calm. These hardworking, unemotional, shrewd, practical, responsible, persevering, and cautious to the extreme persons, are capable of persisting for as long as is necessary to accomplish a goal they have set for themselves. They are reliable workers in almost any profession they undertake. They are the major finishers of most projects started by the 'pioneering' signs; with firm stick-to-it-ness they quickly become the backbone of any company they work for.

Capricornians make of themselves, resourceful, determined managers; setting high standards for themselves and others. They strive always for honesty in their criticism of self, they respect discipline from above and demand it from those beneath them. In their methodical, tough, stubborn, unyielding way, they persist against personal hardship, putting their families and/or their work before their own needs and welfare to reach their objectives long after others have given up and fallen by the wayside. In fact when practical ability allied with the drive of ambition are required in employees to make a project succeed, Capricornians are the people to hire. They plan carefully to fulfill their ambitions (which often include becoming wealthy), they are economical without meanness, and able to achieve great results with minimum effort and expense. Because of their organizing ability they are able to work on several projects simultaneously.

They have a great respect for authority but may not, if they reach high rank, be willing to listen to other opinions on things they are directly responsible for. As the ranking authority figure in a given situation they expect their underlings to be as self disciplined as they themselves are, and to perform every task undertaken to the highest standard. They are, nevertheless, fair as well as demanding. Among their equals they are not always the most pleasant of work fellows for they are reserved and too conservative, valuing tradition more than innovation, however valuable the latter, and they are often humorless. There is also a tendency to pessimism, melancholy and even unhappiness which many Capricornians are unable to keep to themselves, especially if they fail personally. In the extreme this trait can make them a very depressed individual; ecstatic happiness alternating with the most wretched kind of misery which is so subconsciously buried that he or she should seek help if such emotions become frequent. For the above reason, capable Capricorn should spend many hours in meditation, gathering the strength to control such inner emotions.

The swings in mood are not the only reason some Capricornians deserve the adjective based on their name - capricious. They can be surprisingly and suddenly witty and subtle for the quiet, reserved individuals they seem to be, and they also have a tendency to ruin things by unexpected and utterly irresponsible bouts of flippancy. In certain individuals in whom the characteristic is strong, the temptation to do this has to be resisted with iron self-control. Another unexpected quality in some Capricornians is an interest in the occult which persists in spite of their naturally skeptical turn of mind.

Their intellects are sometimes very subtle. They think profoundly and deeply, throughly exploring all possibilities before deciding on a 'safe' alternative. They have good memories and an insatiable yet methodical desire for knowledge. They are rational, logical and clearheaded, have good concentration, delight in debate in which they can show off their cleverness by luring their adversaries into traps and confounding them with logic.

In their personal relationships they are often ill-at-ease, if not downright unhappy. They are somewhat self-centered but not excessively so, wary and cautious around people they do not know very well, preferring not to meddle with others and in turn not to allow interference with themselves, thus they tend to attract people who do not understand them. Casual acquaintances they will treat with diplomacy, tact and, above all, reticence. They make few good friends but are intensely loyal to those they do make, and they can become bitter, and powerful enemies. They sometimes dislike the opposite sex and test the waters of affection gingerly before judging the temperature right for marriage. Once married, however, they are faithful, though inclined to jealousy. Most Capricornians marry for life.

Their occupations can include most professions that have to do with math or money and they are strongly attracted to music. They can be economists, financiers, bankers, speculators, contractors, managers and real estate brokers. They excel as bureaucrats, especially where projects demanding long-term planning and working are concerned, and their skill in debate and love of dialectic make them good politicians. They are excellent teachers, especially as principals of educational establishments where they have the authority to manage and organize without too much intimacy with the staff members. If working with their hands, they can become practical scientists, engineers, farmers and builders. The wit and flippancy which is characteristic of certain Capricornians may make some turn to entertainment as a career.

Possible Health Concerns...

Capricorn governs the knees, bones and skin, so its subjects may be liable to fractures and strains of the knees and other defects of the legs. Skin diseases from rashes and boils to leprosy (in countries where that disease is prevalent) are dangers, and digestive upsets may be caused by the tendency of Capricorns to worry or suppress emotions. Anemia, Bright's disease, catarrh, deafness, rheumatism and rickets are also said to threaten the natives of this sign.

this is me... 

this is my dream guy..hahhaaaa... 

i'm back..ehheheee..after few days of traumataized when i found out that my blog can be access from any search engine.freakk outttt!! humm..this blog i dedicated to my late and beloved aunty Nyah...here are some of my post for my aunty from my previous blog...

haa..finally today im creating my own blog.theres a lot of reasons why i create this blog.first i feel too loonely after nyah been admitted to ICU.God!i just dun understand why sometimes U so cruel to me..nyah is the person that i love most in my whole life.althought sometimes she used too screamed me,punished me and bla bla blaa..all she wants to see me to be succesful person.she is the only person who understand chito.even my parents doesnt know who i am,how sincere i am.they just point their fingers to me by saying im the "evil" in the family.only nyah knows why i turn to be "evil" and she never say that to me.but know shes dying and waiting for the time to come..and leave me alone in this world!:(( althought i still have my parents,family and friends but they are not same like her at all.ppl always think im the happiest person on earth coz i luv too party,shoping and etc.yeahh..coz i have nyah with me.every single thing that i did, i will tell her even i went to rave party,clubing,went out wif guyz.all my pain and happinest i share with nyah.but now..where can i go to cry when i need a shoulder to cry on???????tell me!!!my mama....hahahahaha..she never never understand me!frenss...maybe but certain things u cant tell ur frens,rite.eg i like tuuut....but none of my frens knows that.only nyah knows.when i like a guy,i will but myself distance becoz i dun want to be hurt.i cried to nyah that morning why must i like this guyz...nyah said just be yourself..n believe that one day u will get him or someone like him..but nyah dun like him coz she knows his attitude..but i feel so free after i told her.at least shes there for me...now..i just wanting for the time for her to leave forever..:((all my dreams with her are gone..no more crusin wif her, buying McD during Ramadhan(she knows im not fasting..heheh..she said i will be in hell)chit chat about my plan to go ibiza,buying her chocolate,buying her "jongkong emas" when i have enuff money..nyahh.. i miss you so much...nyahhh....please dont leave me alone..you told me i that we are not going to leave each other...nyahhhh!!!!!!!..:((:((:((