i suppose to do filming today,unfortunately raining.huuh..i watched 9.11 movies.shittt..from the documentary,it shows that b1nLaden family have a very close relationship with the president family.every year b1nLaden family invest almost 1.4billions dollars in u.S.i hate the mr president!!
today i'm still moody..i went out with chita..but suddenly i feel so offences.althought he treat me nicely like a princess,i feel so sad and bad.suddenly i remembered how my friends said to me last nite.i feel my life always treat me so unfair...cried!!i just don't understand..why.!!
i'm not loonely..but i just feel uncomfortable.when i look into chita's face..i feel so sad.why he treat me so nice...why him??whyyy?????is it a sin for me to go out with him..is it a sin for taking care of him??why him?why mee??why i have to face all this?
whatever said about him..i just want to ignore.most important things here..i'm sincere with him.i never told anyone that no other guys ever treat and respect me as much as he did for me.i just want people to respect me..because what had happen to me last time..really really hurts.maybe other people might think that i'm a stupid by going out with him or said anything they want but they don't know him.actually i also don't know what's in his mind.but he always told me that ..please give him time..he said to me..he also want to marry with a girl that can take care of him and have a family like other people..but why must he say that to me..maybe he feel comfortable to talk to me..even he asked me..is there any girl can accept him later..if he really want to change.i said..YUPE!!but she must be very very strong!yeahh..she must be very strong!just now,while we walking around at timeSqu4re,he said to me..tgk taste i ok tak tgk perempuan!uikksss...hahahaa..i said i got migrain..actually that time i feel so sad because he doesn't know..how girls describe him once they know his orientation..(yeahh..last nite i heard how my friends describe them) i feel so badd mann!
always remember that no one perfect in this world.we are just human..please don't judge other people if you doesn't know who they are..if you want people to respect you..you must be sincere and do respect other people too.
today i'm still moody..i went out with chita..but suddenly i feel so offences.althought he treat me nicely like a princess,i feel so sad and bad.suddenly i remembered how my friends said to me last nite.i feel my life always treat me so unfair...cried!!i just don't understand..why.!!
i'm not loonely..but i just feel uncomfortable.when i look into chita's face..i feel so sad.why he treat me so nice...why him??whyyy?????is it a sin for me to go out with him..is it a sin for taking care of him??why him?why mee??why i have to face all this?
whatever said about him..i just want to ignore.most important things here..i'm sincere with him.i never told anyone that no other guys ever treat and respect me as much as he did for me.i just want people to respect me..because what had happen to me last time..really really hurts.maybe other people might think that i'm a stupid by going out with him or said anything they want but they don't know him.actually i also don't know what's in his mind.but he always told me that ..please give him time..he said to me..he also want to marry with a girl that can take care of him and have a family like other people..but why must he say that to me..maybe he feel comfortable to talk to me..even he asked me..is there any girl can accept him later..if he really want to change.i said..YUPE!!but she must be very very strong!yeahh..she must be very strong!just now,while we walking around at timeSqu4re,he said to me..tgk taste i ok tak tgk perempuan!uikksss...hahahaa..i said i got migrain..actually that time i feel so sad because he doesn't know..how girls describe him once they know his orientation..(yeahh..last nite i heard how my friends describe them) i feel so badd mann!
always remember that no one perfect in this world.we are just human..please don't judge other people if you doesn't know who they are..if you want people to respect you..you must be sincere and do respect other people too.
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