happy birthday..little evil!

happy birthday little rien..

last nite,berbuka puasa ngan chit4.i reached his office around 630pm.tunggu dia kuar office japs..then i realised,when he walks and smiles to me,really makes me happy and..hehehehee..everyone knows that,hope he is the one who can make me cry and laugh..IUmpy,you are the best things that happen to my life..
we had a buffet at the hotel.mmg makan sedap gilass..after that i had a coffee with little evil.everytime my frens besday..i'm start feel wooried.. of coz, when you getting older, you will start thiking, what gonna happen to you in 10yrs from now. do you gonna spend your old day with your kids and your husband or spend time at rumah kebajikan masyrakat cheras.?......

schoolBeg..

yesterday..aku berbuka posa with frens,jajariatul,B4nok,EdDretro,DEct and kawan depa,tEch.first,aku ngan jajariatul yg sampai dulu kat mValley.dah lama tak jumpa securityOfficer nie.smlm puasa..so far sampai saat nie,blom pecah lagi la puasa.hari nie rase mcm letih sgt2.maybe tak cukup tido kot.last nite..after sending jajariatul back,went back home pastu terus mcm tgk tv.still tak boleh tido tho my body and mind mmg dah penat.some things like keep on bothering me.
then i realised that aku kt sekolah menengah dulu.shitt!tak silap kat class 3S.then i'm wearing baju sekolah dan beg warna biru..biasalaa,kena tukar2 class kan.tetiba jer i found out my school beg hilang!puas mencari2 sana sini,sakit hati pon ada.sapa laks curi..tetiba laks nampak IUmpy siap2 bawak my school beg nk pergi london.bengongsssss..mimpi rupanya..caiitt!tp..ia bertambah indah bila mak aku pon ada,semua la kekawan aku ada.
bukak mata,rupanya baru kol 730pg..sial laaa..dah laa ada adegan 18sx lam mimpi td.soalannya..dgn sapa kah?

after..

things will never be the same like before.we still can be friends..but it wont be the same like before.i dont meant to hurts you my fren,but you hurts me first.you expect me to forget everythings?is it fair?i wont say anything now.just give me a space to be alone coz i'm seriously confused.i dun know...

selamat menyambut ramadhan..

today,hari pertama puasa..nothing much that i can do..except tido dan tido dan tido..tido yg lena coz..aku malas sgt nk bangun.kalau bangun nnt,pk nak isap okok laks.then i went to pasarRaMadhan beli kuih.
-nasi kerabu
-karipap
-murtabak
-popiah goreng
balik dr param,aku bakar ayam.pastu sambung tgk tv.skrang dah kenyang mcm ibab..esok aku cuba puasa lagi..psstt..missing someone now...someone that left me alone in this world..wish they still here with me..

blackholE

i fully discovered from my 'otherworld' experience.an experienced that almost kill me.it an was accidental and i just dont know to describe my feelings.i was so lucky coz i was not alone that time.at first..i feel my floor like moving and i saw my body lying on my bed and then feel like entering the blackhole.my body was cold and sweeting and my mind almost shutdown.i cant remember who am i and i cant recognised anything around me.if this things continues for another 10mins, i will die.
this happen coz when my emotionally unstable...i was lost and i'm still lost...

ashouldertocryon

Gila old school la lagu nie..hahahaha..

Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When it's headed for the ground
And there's nothing more painful
Then to let your feelings take
You down

It's so hard to know
The way you feel inside
When there's many thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you
By your side

Chorus:

And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone
I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world's gone
You won't be alone 'cause I'll be there

All of the times
When everything is wrong
And your feeling like
There's no use going on
You can't give it up
I'll help you work it out
And carry on

Side by side
With you till the end
I'll always be the one
A shoulder to cry on continued

To firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on

Chorus:

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world's gone, you won't be alone
'cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one to rely one
When the whole world's gone, you wont be alone
'cause I'll be there
And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on

LegalCocaine??

today...bad mood.angkara jerawat naik kt muka.i hate clearasilultraspot.banganggg!!!so..by this week i have to see my doc!choyyessttt!nak report polis boleh tak...psl jerawat naik nie..hehehee..anyway..just read an article psl legalcocaine.actually bukan la kokain2.kununnya it just a drink yg boleh me'rush'kan apa yg patut di'rush'kan...mana nak dptkan kat sini la kan..

i need a hair cut!

i'm bored with hair now.it's been more then a year i have this hair style.i guess now is a time for me to change thye hair style.but what style that makes me look good huuh?hmm...surfing the net now,looking for a good references for me to do my hair cut.just called my best bitch,j4j4.she laugh at me when i say..aku nk rambut mcm mrsB.i dun care...what she said,but by next week, i want my hair look like mrsB.
thus..i want to see my top stylish to do that hair style.everytime i change my hair style..i need to him.coz i never let anyone to touch my hair unless she/he really good and profesional.told you..i'm a bimbo...hahahhahaa..alaa..i miss time my hair is short.kalau potong skrang susah nk simpan panjang..what should i do..hmmmm....
even mrsB also can cut her hair..so aku pon boleh laa kan..?

bErlin..

i'm watching a documentary bout bErlin.a place that i really wanted to go..a place where suposed me and someone go for holiday..a place that i will party for the last time before i settle down.. now..it just a dream. dream that will never come true.. *sigh...
btw,supposed my birthday will be in L*nd*n or R*me,but someone has spoiled my plan..?what should i do now?should i go there by myself?should i just stay here and celebrate it with my friends? should i bring my family for holiday?

weekend

this that happen during last weekend:

Fri
-went to cj and yellowSubmarine..
-'zoonk'

Sat
-wake up and busy preparing myself to party
-meet fa1s and IUmpy and went to frens place to chill
-4lines makes me happy
-meet all my frens at the party.thanks to IUmpy who jaga me that nite..
-grooving with grooveArmadA..among the best party that i ever been.
-went back home..'zoonk'

Sun
-lepaking at home
-went out to cj and 4lines
-swimming and dinner
-tidos

oh yaa..that nite,i meet those bitches.of bius..give them muka taik..hahahahahhaaa..bitch!

the best thing in my life..is you!

...wish i can have another life and meet him again...