bErlin..

i'm watching a documentary bout bErlin.a place that i really wanted to go..a place where suposed me and someone go for holiday..a place that i will party for the last time before i settle down.. now..it just a dream. dream that will never come true.. *sigh...
btw,supposed my birthday will be in L*nd*n or R*me,but someone has spoiled my plan..?what should i do now?should i go there by myself?should i just stay here and celebrate it with my friends? should i bring my family for holiday?