RIP

father of soul,jamesbrown passed away yesterday after surfering heart failure.actually,i am the fan of this singer.last year,he came to kl to perform at hiltonKL but i was not around.but i saw him at the airport.

merry X'mas..

merry X'mas.. start packing up my stuff and ready to go for holiday..

remPIT.

starting from last nite untill new year,police now conducting an intensive operation to crack down mt remPIT.there will be roadblock evry where and also urine test on the spot.shittt!although their target is mat remPIT,still this situation make other road user like me feel 'unsafe' using the road or highway esp at after mid night.anyway,i wont be around till new year eve and i dont think i want to go anywhere that nite..sia2 jer kalu kena urine test,sure sangkut.takan nk bawak urine neo lam handbag kot.hahahahahahaaha..good idea gaks.neo still mamalia kan,berdarah panas jugaks...buduss..

hol-liday...

cant wait to go off for holiday.anyway,i've decided not celebrating my birthday this year.the party is totally off.to all my frens that planned everything,i'm so sorry guys..insya Allah,next year we can celebrate it together.this year i dont have the mood to celebrate it anymore.most probably,i spend my time with my family a day before i depart to hK.kemas beg semua.i had sucks life this year..so,dont want to celebrate it..just want to forget everything and hoping next year...will be good..chop..suddenly i remember bout this guy who kononnya can read my life..83.698% true..oooh!!!!

naga

i've read online news this morning bout earthquake in indonesia.my cousin stay there.i'm worried bout her.i just sms her.not sure either she's ok ker tak.this morning i wake up and outside is raining.demm malas nk bangun.and i realised that tomorrow chit4 is goin to spore.hm..without me...takpa laa..paling sedey when my mom keep on asking bout him..arrgghhh...kena laa aku menipu.konon chit4 ok..sihat dan etc2..sampai bila nk berlakon..penat laaa..dah..takmo emo..oh ya,last night i watched movie with my frens.best gaks citer naga tue..

marahnyaaaa!!!

aku dah la holiday mood.sekali pagi td masuk opis,kena buat corporate video utk client..paling sentap wei hari nie.just imaging,balik jer dr hk,terus shoot.apakah maksud holiday nie?napa la boss aku nk sgt job ni,pdhal kita org tolong client coz org lain tak buat.eeeiii..marah2 btul aku.mula2 nk apply cuti after xmas,nampaknya,kena kansel..anyway happy birthday milley!!

genetic error..

this morning,i'm watching 0prah shows before i go to office.the topics that they discuss today bout 'genetic error'.first story is bout 5yrs old boy who believed a girl.it means that he cannot accept that he is a boy.so,the parents send him to see a bunch of specialist.they found that his brain developed as a girl but his physical developed as a boy.so,this boy will cry if the parents throw his dolls and he hates boy's toys.very interesting topics.then second story bout a girl who believed that she is a boy.she just 7yrs old and everyday she will running around the house without shirt.i wanted to watched it but already late to work.
now i feel so thankful coz at least i dont have problem like this people..hmmmm..

Don't neglect me..

Theres just one thing that i need to say
before i close my eyes and walk away
Theres just one thing that I need to feel
Before I walk away against my will
Theres just one thing that i need to hear
Before I walk away for the last time
Theres just one thing that I need to see
Before I take this chance and set us free

Don't forget me
Don't regret me
Don't suspect me
Don't neglect me

The memory of this still reminds me of you
The memory of this still reminds me
The memory of this still reminds me of you
That is where you'll find me

Stars in your eyes
Did you take the time to realize
Can you count the stars in your eyes
Did you take the time to realize

colour my eyes

Color my eyes with the blue of the sky
Come on in Unwrap the world [of all of this]

Tear the ways we've to melt the harmony
Come on in and wake me on broad day I will miss

And could you just hold that thought
And for us believe remove yourself

And will you just take it on more
[*** in the] wills of our souls who cannot stay

Dada da da....

And could you just hold that thought
(And for us believe remove yourself)
(And for us believe remove yourself)

And will you just take it on more
[*** in the] wills of our souls who cannot stay

Trace one of the lights that lie before you
A steady hand [that ***]

[Watch the dead shine] and smiling on you
Inspiration only has [***]

And could you just...

Dada da da....

(And for us believe remove yourself)
(Color my eyes with the blue of the sky)

(Dada da da....)

Dada da da...

happy birthday..chit4

happy birthday chit4..hope you had a good and wonderful life.i will always remember you but in different way..

06

1996-i lost the person that i love in my life,my grandmother.she left me with my aunty.i still remember the day when my mom came to my college to pick me to go back my hometown.i'm wearing white with small floral design baju kurung..i still crying untill now..since that day,i've changed a lot.i still cant accept she's gone.a week after the funeral,i went out for clubbing and i drank untill pengsan.i know,as a muslim,i shouldnt do that.but..i feel so lonely coz i love her so much.
2003-this time..my life ended.my aunty left me.that day,my life already fuck.i have no one now..even my aunty knows that i cant stay with my parents.supprisingly,i'm stay with them till today.i'm still trying to accept them..
2006-tomorrow my best frens birthday.usually,i will celeberate with him.but not this year..he with his new bf..wish IUmpy knows how i feel bout him..*sigh

wishing for the star...