06

1996-i lost the person that i love in my life,my grandmother.she left me with my aunty.i still remember the day when my mom came to my college to pick me to go back my hometown.i'm wearing white with small floral design baju kurung..i still crying untill now..since that day,i've changed a lot.i still cant accept she's gone.a week after the funeral,i went out for clubbing and i drank untill pengsan.i know,as a muslim,i shouldnt do that.but..i feel so lonely coz i love her so much.
2003-this time..my life ended.my aunty left me.that day,my life already fuck.i have no one now..even my aunty knows that i cant stay with my parents.supprisingly,i'm stay with them till today.i'm still trying to accept them..
2006-tomorrow my best frens birthday.usually,i will celeberate with him.but not this year..he with his new bf..wish IUmpy knows how i feel bout him..*sigh

wishing for the star...