Beautifool..

i'm enjoying my long holiday at home and my friends.by the way i just finish ezz work..yupe..i;m helping him with his marketing presentation..just to make myself occupied since i have nothing to do untill this friday.can't wait to go for my fave dj to spin.i'm gonna roocckkkk the nite.in the same time,i'm trying to walk a way from chit4 life.hurts but..so far..fine.maybe later this evening i'm goin to play tennis with my fren in s.a.
ohh yaa..last nite i just experienced 'potong stim' mood.after i watched tr41nspotting muvie..i feel so excited.si i decide to make myself high.but i forget i just have this limau.on the way to to my l4l4land..suddenly..i feel..i'm getting soberr..shitttt..taikk siall..i never experienced this before..raser gampang sgtttttt...so i've learned a lesson..dont eat any limau 2-3 hours before u take any 'shit'..coz..later u feel like a shittttt!!!
hahahahahahaa....

Stronger..

this week really suxxxxxxx...a lot of things happen to me..first of all..i just found out that chit4 had read all my old blog.shitt,he knows my feelings to him.he knows every single things in my blog.things that i been hiding from him.it made me feel so fool..so fool..sgtt fool.and he knows i used to like him but he doesnt know how i feel now.if you read this blog chit4..let me explain to you..love is blind.when i fall in you..i know that your are fag..i just cant't stop it.please forgive me.ive tried so hard to stop it but..i just ..cant.please forgive me for everything.but know..i feel so regrad knowing you.i just wish,i have a time machine so i can use to change everything 4yrs ago.i wish is not you that i meet..humm..wish someone that can loved me and i beloved with.someone that can make me laugh ..someone that can share eveything.thank you for giving me wonderful experience in life..
chit4..i jsu wish you all the best in your life..i would never hate you..i still care for you but..now is time for me to walk away from your life..time for me the search new sunrise..new hope..maybe i will only see you from far..coz i dont want to get hurts again.maybe is time for me to give my care and love to someone who appreciate me..someone who can accept me although i treat them like sampah last time.someone sincere..someone who 'in love' with me..and i hope you will always remember as person and friend who love you so much..so muchh..

New Year..

Happy New Year..actually i went to my friends places on the eve.we had 'jahili4h' party..hahahaa.unfortunately i cant spend the whole nites with my frens coz..i have to help my mom the next morning.somehow..k4ntoi with chit4 bout the party and i have to rush back home to clear the situation.anyway..i have a great time with my frens..
today i start working..last 2 days in off..yeahh..so happy..so most of the time i'm in kL in chit4.helping him with his resume.he wanted to get a job this year.finally.. i'm so excited about that.both of us must get a permenant job by this year.we need money to go for our next europ3 trip end of this year..and we got to prove to our parents that we can be very independent.tho i'm working now..but i'm just a freelancer.so..my father still complaine to everyone that he regrets i quit my law school last time.i have to get a better job..

my Azam Tahun Baru..
-get a permenant job
-spend more time with my parents
-be more responsible
-start saving for next europ3 trip..dec2006-jan2007
-get another ank iks..?heheheee..

tomorrow..i got a job interview at theAdvertis3r in kL..hope i get this job..and in the same time..chit4 is goin for an interview at petr0n4s soon..Good luck for both of us..